Don’t worry I don’t intend to bombard you, I am just trying to make up for the previous notes that I didn’t send. And trust me I have lot to say too. I am currently on my way to Lagos to rest for 2nights before my trip to Ethiopia. This is where my message to you lies actually. Back story, a friend of mine was getting married around this time in Ethiopia last year and I wanted to go. I was really asking God to provide funds, a new job, dollar paying kinda job that will sponsor my trip to Ethiopia. However, it didn’t happen. But I desired to visit the country. Just to see the country with more than 66 chapters on the Bible. With strong claims that Christianity started in their country. I just wanted to go.
Fast forward to a year after, I was invited for a training in this same country I desired to go to, all expenses paid. When I got the invite, my eyes got teary. It got teary because I felt seen, i felt loved, I felt like a baby that wanted sweet and the parent delayed it to the right time when it will be enjoyed. I was assured that my desires are valid and God sees it. Also that my desires at times aren’t even from me are also from God, which might aid my acceptance of an opportunity that is to come. So what am I trying to tell you Jesujoba, God sees you, God knows you, God cares for you, God is aware of your desires, God is mindful of you, God wants the best for you, and at the right time, God will bring those desires to reality. It hits differently knowing that my desires and needs are secured in God and I want you to know that too. Feel free to tell God about your desires, no matter how little or big it is. He might say yes, he might say no and at times it’s not yet. In my own case, visiting Ethiopia was a not yet and at the perfect time, He said it was time. I have had situations where God said no. It use to hurt oh but I try to remind myself that Gods best should be my desires and I should trust His best for me. So always trust Gods best for you. Even when it doesn’t make sense. Trust his best for you.
P.S: My heart is full by the way. Seeing your pictures and your growth. I mean, I am just happy. You make me happy, how much more your parents. You will always be a source of joy to many. You will always gladden our heart and that of the father. Just so I let you know that you are such a handsome boy 😊, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. When it’s time to post you, I have some of your videos edited that I will share with mum. Love you so much Jesujoba
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